Leave

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idonotneedyourunsolicitedadviceorcareinth
enameofyourloveforme(withyourneedforcon
trol)ifyoutrulylovemeasyousaygivemethespa
ceineedbackawayfrommylifeandgoliveyoursi
donotneed"checkups"idonotneedyoutotellm
ethatyouthinkihavegrownorthatiamstagnant
youarenotinmyshoesyoudonotknowhowdiffe
rentiamfromwhoiwaswheniwokeupyouarenei
thermyheartnormyskinmymindnormybones(t
houghyousodesperatelyseemtowanttobe)yo
udonotknowhowmuchi'vestruggledtobewhoi
wanttobe,tobewhoiameverysingleday,tolove
whoiwanttomakethechoicesiwantformeyoud
onotknowhowsatisfiedibecomewitheverylittl
etriumphwhenicanstandupformyselfwhenica
nbetruetomeidonotneedyoutomakeexcusesf
ormeidonotneedyoutomakelabelsformeidon
otneedyoutomoldmeintoanimagethatfitsyour
understandingidonotneedyourdisappointme
ntyourdisdainyourdisapprovalwhenigoagains
tthatunderstanding

LEAVE ME ALONE
I just want to be.

........................

i don't appreciate that you love me
in the ways that you think i need
i don't appreciate that you love me
for selfish reasons

i don't appreciate that you love a memory
if you wanted me to stay then you should've let me change

i did not feel like crying when you told me to cry
it did not make me feel better when you told me i was better
it does not make me happy when you hate in my name
it does not make me happy when you turn me into my name

i appreciate that you love me
in the ways that you can
but you do not know my true happiness
so if you love me, don't pretend

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from Nighttime Fire, released May 24, 2019

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Queer-run, queer-focused cassette label and community. The universe is ours. Fuck your transphobia, homophobia, misogyny, and toxic machismo.
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